My recovery is a long hard journey with many peaks and troughs along the way.
Fighting this gambling disease since 2003 with many battles won and lost over time, day by day.
Step 1 is to admit we are powerless over gambling which I thought I’d accepted long ago.
Complacency was my biggest weakness as I thought I was able to control it, but soon I was back in the flow.
I must move forward again now with the help of G.A.
Barriers are fully back in place as I try to do things the G.A way.
Meetings are my medicine, the power in them is strong.
Honesty also plays a big part and admitting where I’ve done wrong.
Filling my time with normal things and creating special memories with family and friends.
When I think my life is back on track, I remind myself this addiction never ends.
Thanks to G.A I’m heading in the right direction, trying to follow the 12 steps.
I gave my recovery over to a higher power and this time there’s no regrets.
I respect the illness 110% and have seen the destruction it can cause.
But what a fantastic gambling free life I can have as long my recovery doesn’t pause.
Gutter, prison, morgue are the places I could end up if I slip up again.
I would do anything to aid my recovery as I don’t want any more pain.
Unity, Serenity & Honesty are the foundations of my recovery and I must say…..
I wouldn’t be where I am today if I hadn’t found the fellowship of G.A
My name is Steve and I’m a compulsive gambler. Last bet 18 Oct 2014.